Unicornvr: but how do you find other pagans?
THAT is a tough question. In a few years of searching, I have settled that the PL was my only link to other Pagans, until recently. I am in love with a Christian who wants to share in my practices and often does and believes much the same as I, my best friend is a Christian with the same worldview as I, and I have FINALLY found a Wiccan friend!! It is only in the last few months we have been seeing much of eachother; I take belly dance lessons from her, she takes psychic development classes with me.
So, finding other Pagans seems to have proven difficult in my area, but you may have better luck.
Kitsune has offered some great advice: Check around the Library on options for books, but for someone beginning, I wholeheartedly recommend Animal-Speak by Ted Andrews. He has many "beginner" books that work just as well for those who are "advanced." I deeply respect the man, although he is in clear need of an editor. He has a deep wisdom that comes out cunningly - I would call him a Shaman.
Check around the Library for topics that may prove similar to your questions. I know at one time I was posting guided meditations and excercises and such, and may do so again soon, and those may be of interest.
Welcome to the Library in any case! In health and happiness