Literally, I live. I don't know if anyone was reading my post "I don't have much longer to live' but maaaaaaan, I should watch my words.
Well, I am recovering from my depression (seeing a therapist, etc) AND getting over my suicide attempt.
Yes, I succumed to the dark side. I was standing over a bridge and was going to jump. But I think the Goddess saved me. I remember looking over the water and seeing all the jagged rocks and the shallow waters beneath me and thinking "Is this how the Goddess would want you to return in her arms?". I was so sad. Luckily, I decided not to jump (the water was WAY to shallow, I would have been blubbing with a broken foot). Instead, I wrote a note to my teacher explaining what had happened and got some therapy help.
So, I remember reading the stuff from that last post and everyone reminding me about how much I had to live for. I think part of that also stuck with me that day, so thanks everyone XD
This is the best support group a young 14 year old could have
Especially since a lot of my friends don't know how to handle depression, paganism and the like. So, again, thank you all for being there for me I love you all and hope to be there for everyone when you need it.
