The same belief I held not only has a name, but others believe it too. I was astounded and threw myself into studying it. For years I still went to church, but it was actually in a church, that I finally came to the conclusion that this was where I belonged, and that was the last time I've stepped into a church to worship. I think my exact wording was "It's like coming home again".
A beautiful thing to find out.
If you haven't read it already, find Drawing down the Moon - The New Revised Addition.(can't remember authors name, sorry).
I'm reading it now, and it can bring back all the memories, and help you see how and where you may fit in.
Thank you both for reminding me, how that newness felt...
Trying to create a world, even in words, is good occupational therapy for lunatics who think they're God, and an excellent argument for Polytheism. -S.M. Stirling
The Writings and Musings of B.A. Matthews